and I whispered suddenly, My greatest fears to anyone that would hear me

Driving back from Windsor today, I saw this place right before the highway that basically had remade an old town with a gas station, old cars and a random little house with cows in front of it so I snapped a few pictures. I really wish I could have gotten closer but my parents wouldn't let me trespass haha.

Right now I feel completely and utterly overwhelmed because my retarded brain is over thinking everything, and the whole finding somewhere to live is becoming more stressful then it should be which is making me afraid about other random things, and I just don't know what to do anymore...... so I am going to go cry.